Sunday, June 22, 2008

Busy June!

June has been a busy week fer me! Never has time flown by so quickly before (with the exception of holidays - time goes by in supersonic mode when you are enjoying yourself) and I couldn't even stop to catch a breath.

Basically, I bummed out with a friend who was retrenched and free for the most of the weeks that her former company gave her to look for a new job while still on payroll. We went shopping, had coffee, watch serials on mobtv, went cycling at ECP... and even did a day of flyer distribution! It was kinda fun, especially when most of the days in May went by in boredom. We also celebrated LY's birthday, and surprised her by having the staff at Breeks Marina Square bring out the prezzie and cake while singing "Happy Birthday" as loud as they could muster. Loved that surprised look on her face. Too bad I wasn't quick enough to video the moment.

Started on a part time job just this past Tuesday. It's quite fun job. Think I might just continue working there after school starts. Need some moolah, what with all the costs going up... sighs...
Don't really have time to upload photos onto my blog these days. I need sleep! haha I am one who needs at least 7 hours of sleep, or I will be grouchy and tired the whole day. But will try to do so. Some of the pics are in my fb, so if you have added me as a friend on fb, you would be able to see the photos!

Needa go catch my beauty sleep now. Still gotta wake up early tomorrow to go work. Been a long time since I have to work on weekends. Good luck to me.

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Back... Finally?

Ya I know it's been more than 6 months since I last posted any updates on my life. For one thing, I was real busy with school stuff what with tons of projects and tests to cope... well, there wasn't much excitement going in my life too. Somehow I feel... lost. I don't know where I am going, what my aim in life is. Suddenly everything is a blur. I don't know what I want, what I am doing, what I should be doing. I am just like a robot. There are times when I cry myself to sleep. Those who are close to me will know that I ain't one who cries easily, yet these days I do...

Watched Made of Honour the other day with JC and her sis. And yeah I cried. During the scene where they were talking to each other behind closed doors. Actually, the show's plot is quite predictable, so if it's the usual me, I wouldn't cry. But... the story reminded me of someone... Someone whom I never had the guts to reveal my feelings to, because I was afraid of losing his friendship. Yes I am a coward. There are times when I wonder if I am capable of loving... and if there is someone out there who loves me...

I am a lost sheep now, looking for a shepherd to guide the way out of the fog...